Ann. The. Pro.

//Friday, November 30, 2007//9:04 PM

ann kicks away emo retard and welcomes happy retard.
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ohkayyy. finally its friday !
after work, went to Mall ALONE OKAY ALONE, to get present for ishqi. see how nice i am !
was about to leave, an auntie approached me.
she asked me to donate $2 for, duno what child charity. x.x
okay i was reluctant, cos i alrdy donated $2 at tiong bahru to duno what ex-convict thingy.

so i walked off. :X
butbut later i saw michelle ! and she donated before me. she got a yellowyellow card from the auntie which says:
commission will be given to the person-in-charge.
money will not be donated.

smth like that i rmb.
ohkayyyy so luckily i didnt rob $2 from mrwallet.
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misstan's wedding tmr, and i wonder how'll it look like. (:

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//Thursday, November 29, 2007//2:44 PM

ohnoooooo im drowned with work. and i suppose i cant live past today.
why am i still here blogging ? i dont know.
plus ! mum banned me from using sms as a result of exceeding 30 smses last month. D:

so much things to do, yet so bored. why ? the things dont interest me.
going addiction later, which means i'll miss audition time for today.
oh how great.

so i'll blog for yesterday today !
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after work ytd, somehow i got that teeny weeny instinct that i'll bump into hougangsec people. and youknow what.
i saw yongliang yesterday at hougang mall. he sells icecream and that makes me superrrrrrr jealous !
1. sell icecream can slack.
2. if hungry can steal icecream to eat.
3. still got money to earn.
4. and walk around singapore x.x
5. can play around with friends.
6. door-to-door selling which means possibility of seeing shuai ge(s).

omg how great selling icecream is !
and oh thanks for busstop chatting, or else i could have waited 15mins lonely-ly.

boarded bus, met veron. ohmy.
i should buy 4D i tell you !
thanks for inbus-chat, or else i could have spent the whole bus journey lonely-ly again.

oh wow hougang sec's full of nice people. im starting to miss school now. D:
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andand, i foud quotes again ! sorry uh blog i keep spamming you with quotes. ):

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.

The purpose of life is a life of purpose.

Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.

If you give a man a fish, you feed him for one day.
If you teach a man to fish, you feed him for a life time.

It is good to have an end to journey toward; but it is the journey that matters, in the end.

Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.

Never look back because if you do, the past catches up with you.

Better to live life as a useful nobody than a useless somebody.

There's never time to do it right, but there's always time to do it over.
Never argue with a fool, people might not know the difference.

What the mind conceives and the heart believes, the body can achieve.

Knowing our mistakes is only the first step, but applying it to our lives is the second.

lastly, this is the quote i find most most..
FUNNY.
The line you are queuing at the supermarket always seems the slowest moving.

LMAO.

i feel uber useless.

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//Wednesday, November 28, 2007//8:51 PM

): i want the happy retard back.

ohhh i was chatting with Gn just now. suddenly i realised this.

your friend is sad, he needs you to cheer him up. what do you do ? you go online and talk.
ANN: HELLO. CHEERUP. NOTHING'S A PROBLEM IN LIFE. LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE !
FRIEND: yea right thanks.

and when you get sad one day,
somehow you'll forget that those words you say,
should be used on YOU yourself instead.
makes sense ?
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retard, you asked me to cheerup and look whats happening to you.
you went offline before i even said goodbye !
please, do cheerup.

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//Tuesday, November 27, 2007//11:00 PM

STUPID SMOKER.

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//Sunday, November 25, 2007//3:24 PM

i wanted to leave this post until the results come out,
but after thinking, i suppose i'll have much more to post when results are released.
so here i go.

fours years in Hougang Sec, i met some really really hateful people like ***** !
ok no gossiping.
still, 4 years of schoollife + homework + stressful examinations was worth it, for it brought me friends i never regret knowing.
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Rebecca Koh - Nevertheless, my walking-home partner for the past two years. thanks for those chatty and noisy talks with me. ok maybe a little bit more noisy at times, but uh ! you make the walking-home journey so full of crap can. :D

Sharon Tam - MY TP 07, knowing you for like 1 year plus was great. though we had small quarrels here and there, still, you made my days in HS super fun. :D

Jaclyn - MY TP 06 + 4 years straight classmate ! super outgoing. super smart TP. ohyes, she likes the Elmo song ! iloveyou la TP !

Hafiz - RETARD ! that stupid guy i knew since sec 1 but only got to sms him during sec 2. ah, you've been a super retard all along. emoemo. esp for this period, you super helped me alot alot. ily ! :D

Ben - BEE ! knew you since i went 3e4 and you kept going 'ANN !'. knowing you means knowing more racist jokes, more craps. lololol. okay enough said, i want you to play audition ! ( and cheerup uh ! goodluck for her her her :D )

Bjorn - SCAMMER ! :D ok you're super dao and xialan at times. LOLS but still, msning with you is super fun everytime ! plus, thanks for chemistry teaching ! (although i guess it didnt help much cos i was distracted by LJS shuaige ! ) :X

AHSTEAD - 4 years alrdy ah ! 3 breaks and patches one day uh ! ILOVEYOU LA HOR !

Leyi - though not in the same class as you this year, last year with you was esp FUNFUNFUN. going crazy over adriano will be something i'll miss alot alot ! ily to death ! :D

Alvin Gn - knowing you this year was esp great ! ok you like hitting my head and calling me stupid. damn you uh ! LOLS. but still, you made my days in 4e4 super hilarious with your gaying with leonard. :X HEHE.

Pei En - MY TP 05 ! from the same primary school, and we've got alot alot to talk about. hor hor hor ? plus, sitting beside you for one whole year, your good results always motivate me to study ! LOLS. andand, dont forget our secret sign language. hen sian ! *you know you know* :D

Ishqi - THAT LITTLE SHORT GIRL. :X ah ok cute girl, bullying you was fun in HS (you know who's the real bully here uh !) plus, im not your darling ! LOLS. still, iloveyou la hor !

names i didnt mention, it doesnt mean i dont care ah !
i love the whole 4e4 + 3e4 + 2e3 + 1e2 !

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//Saturday, November 24, 2007//8:49 PM

all along i thought chain emails are useless pieces of junk.
until i bumped into this one.
take your time to read, you wont regret i promise. (:
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"Once upon a time there was a boy with a very difficult character.
His father gave him a bag full of nails and tells him to drive one nail in the garden fence everytime he loses his patience and/or has an argument with someone.

The first day, the boy drives 37 nails in the garden fence.
In the following weeks, the boy learns to control himself & the number of nails driven in the fence gets lower every day:
The boy discovers that it is easier to learn to control himself than to hammer nails in the fence.
At last, the day comes when the boy does not drive any nail in the
garden fence.
Then he goes to his father and tells him that today he did not
need to hammer any nail.

His father then tells the boy to take out one nail from the fence for every day he succeeds in controlling his temper and not loosing his patience.
Days passed and finally the boy told his father that he
took out all nails from the fence.

The father brings his son in front of the fence and tells him:
« My son, you behaved well, but look how many holes you left in the fence »
It will never be the same.

When you have an argument with someone and tell him bad words,
you leave him with wounds like these ones.

You can stab a man and then take the knife out,
but you will always leave a wound.
It does not matter how many times you say sorry, the wound will stay.
A wound caused by words hurts just as bad as a physical wound.

Whether you are superstitious or not, read these little thoughts,
they may be useful in life:

Give people more than they expect.

When you say 'I love you', mean it.

When you say 'I am sorrry', look into the eyes of that person.

Do not ever make fun of other people's dreams.

You may get hurt, but it is the only way to live your life to the fullest.

Do not let a small misunderstanding ruin a great friendship;
when you realize you made a mistake,
correct it immediately.

Friends are rare jewels, they make you smile and support you.
They are ready to listen to you whenever you need it,
they are behind you and they open their heart to you.

ohyes and im so so happy i've got that friend mentioned above.
RETARD ! :D
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ok chain emails i changed my view of you.
yes little sentences may seem useless, but who knows,
they may contribute alot to your future life. (:

READ AH MUST READ.

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//Friday, November 23, 2007//10:54 PM

YES finally after waiting from Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,
Friday's here ! yesyesyes.
no more work, at least for two more days. :DDDDDD

went pooling after work today with bj, ahstead and gang.
ohoh so fun. first time going in to officially play pool.

willie, you're so right. im gonna post that.
BJORN I WON YOU IN POOL LEH.

ok back to normal font. hehehehehe.
ok actually he isnt supposed to lose, i guess i was just lucky.
ah bj dont be angry. :D

went home at 10pm, when i promised mum to be by 9.30pm.
surprising she didnt scold ahahaha.
ok great, no time to lose. AUDITION !

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//Thursday, November 22, 2007//5:00 PM

i miss school life, alot alot.
no more homework,
no more lame jokes,
no more classmates,
no more teachers,
no more long talks from principal,

all of them turned into memories overnight.

the worst thing in life,
is to be regarded as not even a fucking piece of shit by the one you love.
yes i know, i've got no right to be angry for this, i've got no status to you.
im not your whoever-shit, maybe not even a friend.
im bleeding inside so so profusely,
who even cares.
those little things you do, they mean and hurt as much.
you dont give a damn about them i know,
for me, they dont just mean 'things', they mean more.
i dont care how people think if they see this post.
i just need something to vent on.
i deleted your phone number, for i dont-know-what reason.
i know it doesnt even helps, your number is in my head.
what am i doing ? i dont know.
i cant rely on my friends all day, they'll be irritated.
so fret not, i wont disturb anyone again, not anymore.

still, ilu no matter what.
seriously, i hope time can wash this stupid feeling of mine away.

thanks retard, alot alot.
without you to msn or sms,
i guess i'd break down long long ago alrdy. (:

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//Wednesday, November 21, 2007//1:49 PM

yesterday night sucks, alot.
out of nowhere, i turned moody. no mood to play, no mood to sleep.
luckily i had friends whom i know will always be there to help.
(you know who you are :D )

at work now, i've figured out how to use msn while im working woohoo !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

know smth, sometimes you can make me hate you alot alot. ):
crying myself to sleep everynight wont help much.

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//Tuesday, November 20, 2007//7:58 PM

i got bullied at work today !
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was going to another department to hand things over to another person.
then i saw my boss's boss who was in charge of the project im handling currently.
so here goes.

boss's boss: hi ann, hows your project ?
me: still ok uh.
boss's boss: *smile smile* haha, any problems can ask me.
me: orh okay *smile smile back*
boss's boss: so you can finish it by this month ? *smile smile again*
me: try la, maybe maybe. *smile smile back*
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went back to my seat, check email.
EMAIL FROM BOSS'S BOSS.

" Hi Ann, as discussed just now, you target to finish off the project by November 2007. Please submit me the project once you finish it. Thanks."

WAH NICE LA HOR.
since when i even discussed with her ?

im so not going to talk to her much next time.
i'll just SMILE SMILE SMILE.

omfg scary woman.

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//Monday, November 19, 2007//9:41 PM

i guess its a secret, forever.
you wont know, you'll never know.

seeing you suiting in nicely into your present life,
i dont see the need to tell you, and make your life worse.
you've got enough troubles on your own.
if telling you makes you feel worse,
i guess i'll keep it to myself afterall.

iloveyou and thats why.

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//Saturday, November 17, 2007//3:00 PM

went Jocelyn's chalet straight after work yesterday.

fun fun, just that some went home early. ):

won $2 plus. *wah ann, like that also want to say ?*

spent it all on bread this morning.

i drank only 3/4 can of Tiger !

and i got giddy. pui.

prom night : superrrrr photo-y.

that video shown made me realise how time really passes.

and its a pity misswong's not there. ):

still, goodluck to all heading for Poly/JC !

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//Friday, November 16, 2007//1:23 PM

at work now, but still, i must post !
ohyes ann is a bad bad person.

prom night ytd was uber fun ! (:
except is was buffet style. :X
picture taking sessions !
pictures to be uploaded ASAP.

yes i promise. ohhhhh back to work !

Ann, Sharon, Dorothy (:

with my all-time-favourite, CHICKEN SCAMMERbj ! :X

ahstead with bj (:

Jingren, Ann, Wilson (:

Jingren, Joey, Wilson (:

ahstead and Shu (:

TADA ! my hair.

Prom guys. (:

i really dont know what they are doing.

Me with Jonathon. (:

ahstead with Jonathon. (:

with green-fringed Ron (:

with Eugene. (:

with Nora. (:

with COCKROACH ben ! :D

with RETARD fiz ! his face says it all. :D

with Joel (:

with Shaohui (:

with ahstead ! (:

with rebecca. (:

Bj with Chunrong (:

ahstead with Chunrong. (:

me with Chunrong. (:

ahstead with Zul (:

me with Zul (:

Joey, Sharon, Ann, Sophia. (:

Ann, Sharon, Sophia. (:

4E4 HUAT ARH !

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//Tuesday, November 13, 2007//10:22 PM

managed to pierce my ear today (:
pooled in the afternoon during breaktime with ahyang ! i got new aim ! i dont wanna be a pool noob. ):
got pwned by him, badly.

followed mum to install my contact lens. downloading it on thursday.
and i still need to learn how to poke it into my eye. EEYER.

i didnt audition today ! damn.
and ben, sorry ! ):
bj too.

AHA GN ! next time dont sleep in bus !

retard ! yrd's conversation was LOLMAO HAHAHA !
ok diam shhh ! (:

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//Monday, November 12, 2007//7:08 PM

ohh whee hurray tmr's the last day of Os !

so much things i wanna do after Os. work, get money, buy my prepaid cards, play my audition, chiong my cs, sell my books to karang-guni, ton ton ton, jocelyn's chalet.
plus after getting emotionally ready for one whole year, im finally going to pierce my ear tmr !

oh i hope it doesnt hurt that much !

for show: right now, ~~POA~~ !
actual thing now, AUDITION !

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//Saturday, November 10, 2007//1:53 PM

POA paper 1 coming soon. havent really prepared for it yet. :X
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work's getting rather chim since ytd. hope i can manage with it. for the sake of my audition prepaid cards. :DDDD

SHIFU i still cant figure 'hao shi what what what' leh !
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from the forums :
i found one forum with super meaningful quotes and decided to share it.
picked those which i feel are really nice.

"Life is like photographs, you'll need the negatives to develop."

"You grow in strength and character not from pleasure, but from pain."

"For what's done cannot be undone, work harder to achieve what's yet to be done"

"It is better to make a fool out of yourself than to feel worthless for the rest of your life"

"Live today as there was no tomorrow"

"Till joy was gone, they didn't realise its' presence"

"I wept because i had no shoes, until I saw a man who had no legs."

"If you ask a question, you are a fool for that period of time. But if your never did ask the question, you're a fool for a lifetime."

"There is no such thing on earth as an uninteresting subject; the only thing that can exist is an uninterested person."

"Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first."

"Work for what you want, not just want to work for it."

"Flattery is like chewing gum. Enjoy it, but don't swallow it"

"A critic is someone who knows the way but can't drive the car"

"Overlook the faults of others and overcome your own."

"Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action"

"Don 't sacrifice your dreams because others lack vision."

i always thought these are motivating. the ones in bold are some i like alot.
i know its longgggggg, but no harm spending a few more minutes reading those.
you wont regret. (:

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//Wednesday, November 07, 2007//7:58 PM

first day of work today. got up at early early 6.30am (and i thought i can pig the whole day after exams)
no more tonning audition ):
no more pigging the whole afternoon ):
more money ! (:

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//Monday, November 05, 2007//10:27 AM

with SS down, two more papers to go. (:
SS was, a gamble. luckily out of two topics i studied one came out.
phewwwww.
hoping to get at least a B4. please oh please.

back to audition and cs ! (:

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//Saturday, November 03, 2007//11:43 PM

3 more papers to say BYEBYE STINKY Os !

SS paper in 2 days' time and im done with only 1 fcuking chapter oh how great.
i've got a bad bad feeling about science as well. ):

parents overseas = PLAY 70%, STUDY 30%
:DDD

camping together in ahma house with cousins will definitely deprive me of my sleep.
hohoho prepare for panda eyes.

EMO KID.

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