Ann. The. Pro.

//Thursday, January 31, 2008//9:40 PM

I are having a hilarious day at work this morning with Ray and Tony ! Can't imagine Tony waking up early at 9plus and poof, I'm online and there's someone to entertain me !

I'm stopping to blog here.

I have tons to talk today.
No mood already. Bye !

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//Wednesday, January 30, 2008//8:25 PM

I'm back to a fooking noob in Audition ! Omg.
Ann, you must play more and chat less.
Play more and chat less.
Play more and chat less.

I settled all my clothes for CNY already ! I'm gonna be an Ang Bao and win super super wooper lots of Ang Bao money from my super duper wooper stupid cousins !
Dai Di + Mahjong Huat Arh !

I saw Jiaying and Jacqueline at Bugis street, but I thought I saw the wrong people. So ignored and continued walking, then Jacqueline shouted : ANN !
Turned around, cannot see Jacqueline ! I jumped, there I see Jacqueline's face !
Poopoo siah I are angry for not being tall tall.

I made two new fun friends ! Now I don't have to be scared being lonely during office hours already ! Heh.

-searches for picture to post-
No picture ! :X
You all dare to complain no picture I slap you ah ! Joking.

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//Tuesday, January 29, 2008//11:08 PM

buy me this Shuai Ge's book for $59.90 !

I are seriously bored. Trying to add pictures in each post from today onwards. Imma destroying this wordy blog !

Nothing much today. I'm off from work tomorrow !

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//Sunday, January 27, 2008//10:55 PM

Ann loves Shuai Ge with chio nose.

I are freaking having a stomachache now I tell you and I can't poopoo it out. ):
Sadness.
Don't care, I'll try again later. -bears with stomachache-

Today is very very busy. I walked like for zillion million billions of kilokilokilokilomilomilometres.
Headed to Compass Point first with family to get their phone line done. Had some fun camwhoring there.

OHMYGOD IMMA GONNA SHIT. BYEZ.
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continued, after poopooing.

Then after Compass Point was Taka. Bought my lovely laptop and saw two cute promoters there.
Then this stupid audition only can play without full screen ?! Imma gonna fix this shit when I get home !

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARD ! iie lurbbe euu nehhsx !

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//Saturday, January 26, 2008//10:05 PM

I'm supposed to slack and rot at home today. Heh.
Last minute decision to go Chinatown. Check out the Qipaos manz.
Met monkey and searched for her chio cheongsam, found nothing.
I have Wonderlegs to walk from Chinatown to Cityhall !
Met brother after that and monkey's bestie. I saw TMX Elmo ahahaha !
Alighted at Kovan with brother. Heh. Thanks !

Siao eh ! I hope everything's well. I'm always here, if I can't help, I'll listen, at least.
I know, it won't be easy. Just try your best.

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//Friday, January 25, 2008//5:21 PM

Happily received call from Mum, happily rushed down to get in car, happily waiting to get home to show off to my Dad.
Happily smiling at Mum, happily saying that I can get into NP Accountancy.
Happily saying about how I spent my day today. Happily imagining what life will be in Poly.
What I got in return was : Consider JC, consider JC, consider JC, consider JC.
Thats only the beginning.

Reached home, ~~happily~~ told Daddy. Neutral reaction. Thats okay, I know he's happy inside. HEH.
After that comes the battle. Mum trying all ways to get me into a JC. Me trying all ways to tackle her back.
Normal words can't express the situation. I have to use another method.
So its like,

"Pikachu ! Thunderbolt attack !"
"It's not very effective !"
"Enemy Mum used Tackle !"
"Pikachu ! Use Iron Tail !"
"Pikachu's attack missed !"
"Enemy Mum used Mega Punch !"
"Critical hit !"
"The foe's weak ! Get em' ! Pidgeotto !"
"Enemy Mum used Quick Attack !"
"Critical hit !"
"Pidgeotto fainted !"
"Pikachu ! Use Thunder !"
"Enemy Mum fainted !"

Yes ! Thats how it feels ! I'm practically shouting : NO JC NO JC !
Mum was very stubborn !
Her reasons:
JC can easily get into University.
Getting into a University would mean higher possibility of finding a higher paid job.
JC's school fees are much cheaper than Poly's.

My reasons:
If I have no interest in JC in the first place, why would I study and get good results and end up in a University ?
If I don't obtain good results, prolly I'll go back to Poly and waste another few years.
If I can enter a Uni, which is most probably a course which specialises in Accountancy, I will lose out to Poly students who got into the same course as me because they already have the skils in that area.
Similarly, if I get into a Poly and end up in a Uni, I get benefits over JC students.
If I can't get into a Uni, at most I'll go into a private Uni. Money ? Worry later.
These are the serious reasons.

The not-so-serious ones will be:
Poly no need uniform.
Poly can dye hair.
Poly lesser stress.
Poly people more sociable. (my opinion)

My dad, supported me and my mum. My sis, supported Poly.
At last, I pwned them with : Who's studying ? Me or You ?
Okay Ngee Ann Poly Accountancy, I'm one step closer. HAHAHAHA !
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i forgot to mention, after work today I went to Kovan and I saw Chicken Scammer again !
Went up to him, smiled, he never smile back. Stupid. Went off after that.
I don't care ah scammer you owe me one smile.

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//Thursday, January 24, 2008//5:57 PM

I received smses wishing me goodluck and stuff. This stupid Monkey called me in the morning and asked me to get 30 points for R4 ! You bad girl !

Its been 923973829493829103802138 hours since I tied my hair ohkay ! Its like mission impossible !
Met up with Retard and the two Zuls before heading for Hougang Point. Saw lots of class&schoolmates hanging around as well.
I saw ahbeng and ahlians also. :X

Most were still okay, some were tensed.
Reached school, found class row, sat behind.
Heard people saying : They give result according to first-come-first-served basis !
NO WTF ! I'm index number 1 you know ! I wanna get it first !
Then teacher asked us to sit according to index number. HENG AH.

TP was sitting behind behind me in hall before results were released, making the whole atmosphere so tensed. Lol. TP ! Happy aye ! :D
Then there's Leonard who was predicting how bad his results are gonna be the night before. 10 pointer ! You owe me drink ah you !
Then CHICKEN SCAMMER ! I told you I told you we won't so jialat one, SINGLE DIGIT KIA !

I'm happy with mine, though not as good as the others. But oie, don't compare la Ann, people chiong how much during Os you know.
Abit gekxim, not a single A1. But but, good enough for me. Ngee Ann Poly's accountacy I'm going for if you wanna know.

My results,
L1R5 - 15
L1R4 - 12.

Told my Mum,
told my aunt,
told my cousin,
Pranked Brother,
after I got my results AHAHAHA.

Headed to Hougang Point again ! for lunch. Ben joined me and Sharon while waiting for his friend.
PPF BOYFRIEND called ! LOL. His results are pwnage manzz.
Primary school friends called, reported results to each other.
Yuling's another siao ginna. Single digit for L1R5. Okay stop comparing Ann.

Wah post so long, read liao also bth.

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//Wednesday, January 23, 2008//11:09 AM

Its been awhile since I took my own sweet time to post. Now for one !
I will feel super duper happy when a long-time-no-see buddy pops out to chat in MSN. I feel uber loved. LOL ! serious, no joke.

O levels results to be released, tomorrow ? Friends are predicting how lousy they're getting for Os, I see no point. If I really get a lousy cert, I deserve it. Brother was online this morning, chatted and he kinda reminded me how I spent my O level season.
First thing in the morning - watch TV. After that, chiong to neighbour house and play Xbox + Audition until evening time. Went back, finished dinner, watch TV. Flip my books to 'study', watch TV again.
And i repeated the same old steps for that crucial period. How nice.
I won't be surprised if I can't get in Accountacy, totally won't.

I don't know why but I feel that a 'Sorry' is neccessary.

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//Monday, January 21, 2008//10:15 PM

Okay Dohkay Monday comes and it sucks like poopoo laosai vitamin C leh ! I don't want work already la !
-throws pen on ground and stomps on floor-

On the way back home, Ivan waited at Hougang to board same bus as me ahahahaha !
Super bo liao. But ohwell thanks for walking back with me ! HAHAHA.

Chicken scammer wants me to mention him so HELLO chicken scammer ! :D
Oh yay Thursday I'm getting results back and poopoo potota, CAN TAKE LEAVE AHAHAHA !
Goodluck manzzz !

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//Saturday, January 19, 2008//11:48 PM

I edited this post because I realised that I was talking rubbish last night due to a sense to chiong my post out.
So it ended up rather nonsensical. Lets post again. LOL.

Okay so yesterday was super high because its the first time I managed to play pool with cousins and uncles, at Kovan.
Totally pwned by them as they had this hidden talent I just discovered yesterday. Poopoo sia ! I tell you what happened before pool.
Uncle : Oie, I bet with you want or not ?
Me: Ah ? Bet what.
Uncle: We play pool ah, you lose you give me $20, I lose I give you $50.
Me: Wah, mai lah, I no money.

Wah evil uncle, want to koop my $20 ah ! Its like level 100 mage bully level 30 Bandit leh !

Okay back at home monkey called and poopoo I had to rush my bathe to go online.
Just do anything you want, but make sure you don't regret it. Thats all I can say.
You won't want this feeling 10 years down the road and start asking yourself 'why this, why that'. You get it ?
Jiayou ah. :D

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//Friday, January 18, 2008//11:23 PM

My brother is a good brother because he takes me on a free tour around NP. AHAHAHAHA.
Okay was quite fun in a way that I met funny funny photographers and people there throwing so many balls I cannot catch ! x.x
Ahahaha. Ohya brother I ate the doughnut at home and it pwned manzz. The jam inside was @#!@$#$!@$ CHIO.
LOL.

Okay sorry pangsehs today. :X
I'm rushing for a CS game so tata blog !

retard retard, :D

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//Wednesday, January 16, 2008//9:30 PM

I reached home early today so I guess I can spare some time for this pathetic blog w/o pictures. ):
-throws some Time to blog-

Work as normal, surprisingly I saw Brother online at 9plus today ! I got entertained until 10plus only. ):
I think I can buy 4D again I tell you.
I think I saw the chicken scammer at Kovan MRT Station today but I never called out to him cos I only saw his back but I did'nt want to call him to ask cos it'd sound rather stupid if I mistook the wrong person and my sms was bombing so I can only look at him so in the end I don't know if he's chicken scammer or not so chicken scammer, were you the one ?!
Okay enough of the ranting.

After that I saw GekLing at busstop. You see you see, just as I was complaining that I never contacted secondary school friends they popped up !
Which means to say if I wanted to strike 4D I will strike. Yes !
-skips off to buy 4D- money money wait for mummy !
(of course, I'm joking)

Goodbye blog !

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//Tuesday, January 15, 2008//10:47 PM

Hello hello 4e4? When are you all gonna plan up for Chinese New Year performance ?
Hello hello 6 wisdom? Chalet is on mid march and who's going ?!

I realised its been 32049329048302948hours since I last talked to secondary school friends, except for retard of course. the rest, just BOOM ! vanish. SuperAnn needs to do something !
Oh yes before i forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YULING ! :D
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you crapper SHIFU. cheerup, though you dont show it. tu di is always always here. :D

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//Monday, January 14, 2008//12:38 PM

You know what, I figured it out already.
Everything.

I have problems, so does everyone else. What do people normally do ? Run.
Even if I say I choose to face it, no doubt I'll be lying. I mean its human nature, no one can really face what they fear of.

I chatted with Brother last night, I realised that I'm not the only one who has this kind of problems. I want to overcome this, I want brother to do the same too ! :D

Two consequences of problems for me,

One, let them take over me and Me, being emo everyday thinking about stupid eff-ed up problems over and over again, not figuring out solutions for it, and totally become a stupid girl who only knows how to talk about her problems to her good good friends everytime.
Then slowly her friends will leave her cos she's changed already. Then without her friends she'll go even more emo and more problems come and no friends to talk to, thats the end for her.

Two, try and overcome them and let them make me stronger. If I can pass this hurdle, I'll become stronger, so that when problems arise again next time, it will be just another rehearsal.
Plus, small problems like this aint gonna make me fall right right right ! As I said, problems are challenges in life. I should feel happy that challenges are awaiting, giving me a chance to further strengthen myself !
Pass this, get more friends, enjoy life.

My choice is rather obvious.
Ann is still Ann.
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updated:

I found out one good way to make myself more daring to say what I want.
Do this with me ! Spend some time.

Imagine yourself on your deathbed, you know you're gonna die soon.
Next, mentally invite people who you wanna meet over to your deathbed.
Talk to them one by one, mentally saying out what you want to say to each person.

Wake up ! You realised there's so many things to say right ?
What if, what if, it really happens to you ? And you realised you don't have ample time to tell what you want to say to each of your loved ones ?
And from here, I decide not leave words until my last breath. What if there's no more time ?
It may sound stupid but seriously, who knows what will happen tomorrow ? I may be banged by a car and say byebye, then leaving all those unsaid things here.
That motivation book really did help me I guess.
No no no no I don't want regrets.

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//Sunday, January 13, 2008//3:36 PM

HAHAHAHA. is this some kind of early april fool joke or what ?
Why are stupid things barging at me out of nowhere ?
I think I'd have been different if I didn't hang around in PPF.
No doubt, friends there were great, I mean really great. But problems come too. Fuck this can, can I just remove the problems and keep the friends ?

I don't care already, I don't want to, I don't have to.
I'm numb with all these shit. They're making me change like an asshole who vents anger at friends for no reason.
Go away la.

somehow, i get this feeling that we won't talk like before already.
its okay.

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//Saturday, January 12, 2008//10:11 PM

Retard, I think you're right.
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BROTHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !

-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
wo hui lai lo !
hong wei ™ ; says:
wo hao xiang ni worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
hong wei ™ ; says:
/cries
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
/offer tissue
hong wei ™ ; says:
/takes tissue
hong wei ™ ; says:
thank you thank you
hong wei ™ ; says:
*hands back tissue*
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
eh uncle
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
$1 leh
hong wei ™ ; says:
WA SEH
hong wei ™ ; says:
EXPENSIVE LEH
hong wei ™ ; says:
DAYLIGHT ROBBERY AR?
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
EH UNCLE MAI SIAO SIAO
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
MY THIS TISSUE HIGH QUALITY ONE, WIPE TEAR AH, 5 min let it dry, can use again !
hong wei ™ ; says:
WA SEH
hong wei ™ ; says:
THAT ONE NOT TISSUE LIAO
hong wei ™ ; says:
THAT ONE IS TOWEL
hong wei ™ ; says:
want to lie to me is it?!
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
WHAT, MY THIS ONE,
hong wei ™ ; says:
i report mata!
hong wei ™ ; says:
*calls mata*
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
YOU USE TO wipe shit, 15mins dry, can use again !
hong wei ™ ; says:
LOLOLOLOL
hong wei ™ ; says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
hong wei ™ ; says:
LOL!
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
EH UNCLE SO HOW
hong wei ™ ; says:
the tissue got smell after the 15mins?
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
$1 LEH
hong wei ™ ; says:
:3
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
NO LA !
hong wei ™ ; says:
OK SET
hong wei ™ ; says:
I BUY
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everytime he perks me up HAHAHAHA.

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//Thursday, January 10, 2008//12:37 PM

It's been two years already, I've never regretted it, never did I.
All this while you've been here, I'm happy, I'm satisfied. I really am.
You never failed to make me smile with your replies,
yet those cold ignores stabbed me like no one ever did.
"It's okay, I'll just wait."

That day you told me you had another girl in your life,
Yes I couldn't resist being upset, who wouldn't ?
I reacted to you happily by merely typing an LOL. I'm happy for you, really.
This time I tried, I tried to let go. I thought I could, really.

I thought of looking for another one,

I realised it didn't work. That barrier is always there.

I guess you really did mean alot.

I ended up hurting another innocent one.

From then on, I tried not to give false hopes,

I made sure I indicated my stand clearly.

Another day you said you had nothing to do with her anymore,
I had no motivation to let go already.
She hurt you by hurting herself, but I know feelings between you two will definitely rekindle.
I chose, "It's okay, I'll just wait."

True enough you're back with her soon.
I got to know her, yes and I know why I'm impossible.
Cos she's much more decent, she's much more innocent.
I slowly learnt how to let go, letting go of you.
No it doesn't mean I'm letting go of this feeling, it simply means,
I accept the fact that, we're not meant to be.

~~"Its okay, I'll just wait."~~
No, no more.

Yes, in front of you I don't show it. Even I don't know why I mention other guys to you.
Probably, I'm sick of waiting. But thanks, you made me grow up, you made me realise,
Problems are just challenges in life, waiting to be faced.
I won't run away again, no not ever.
I suppose I can face anyone now, with a big big smile. :DDDD

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//Wednesday, January 09, 2008//12:44 PM

Oie I thought I can seriously work again but no ! I had to MSN I knew it !
I got pissed today by -coughs- nevermind, I'm okay already !

Brother todaygot CCA, so I have to change male lead today.
Featuring SHIFU ! LOLOLOL.

-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota !:
-waves rapidly- HELLO
alvinljh:
-waves back- HI
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota !:
LOLOLOL
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota !:
HOW ARE YOU -CONTINUE WAVING-
alvinljh:
-point middle finger- STOP WAVING U IDIOT
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota !:
-points back- OKAY SO I POINT BACK ?
alvinljh:
-slap forehead- u really that dumb?
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota !:
-kick your ass-IF IM DUMB NO ONE IS CLEVER !
alvinljh:
LIES

i learnt how to let go already. i feel goooooooooood ! :D

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//Tuesday, January 08, 2008//9:34 PM

Today is the bigbigbigbigbig day ! why ?!
I did serious work for the first time out of the 2 months at work ! Hoseh lah ann !
70% I was doing filing, you know you know, i freaking cut my hand and it freaking bled and the bright red blood was like, so chio lah !

I'm starting to lose contact with Secondary besties. I will do smth about it !
Oh and Leyi popped out the moment I signed in ! I so miss her. DONT PON SCHOOL AH YOU.
Yes retard, what you said keeps me thinking and thinking, I haven't reached an answer. ):
I dont wanna be a toy.

hong wei ™ ; says:
-prepares razor-
hong wei ™ ; says:
GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD!
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
GOODBYE BLARDHER
hong wei ™ ; says:
/wrist
hong wei ™ ; says:
-dies-
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
EH WAIT you haven tell me what to burn for you !
hong wei ™ ; says:
OIE
hong wei ™ ; says:
ASK EARLIER CAN?
hong wei ™ ; says:
-wakes up-
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
ok quick !
hong wei ™ ; says:
i want credit card
hong wei ™ ; says:
loads of paper money
hong wei ™ ; says:
huge bungalow
hong wei ™ ; says:
loads of maid
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
charbo need anot
hong wei ™ ; says:
3 cars
hong wei ™ ; says:
charbo also can
hong wei ™ ; says:
LOL
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
LOL OK
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
go peacefully !
hong wei ™ ; says:
OK t_t
hong wei ™ ; says:
T_T
hong wei ™ ; says:
-dies-

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//Monday, January 07, 2008//9:39 PM

I ish so sleepy today, until I took the wrong train home HAHAHA. cheer for Ann !
3 smses for 13days. How great. I wont reply anyone I repeat again !

Oh and down goes one problem, primary school chalet. Apparently classmates took initiative to organise one, that's way too gooooooooood ! I'm looking pretty much forward to it.

Anyway anyway, I found this powderful book in Orchard. Oie, see the word BOOK, that thing Ann doesn't even want to touch even when Literature teacher is scary in Sec 2.
Its called "100 ways to motivate yourself". HAHAHAHA. I think I've grown up from Enid Blyton books !

Another friend with relationship problems. ):
"You're never alone because as you're alone, many others are alone with you."
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I changed DADDY to BROTHER.

-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
hong wei ™ ; says:
sisterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
LOL
hong wei ™ ; says:
-runs to hug-
hong wei ™ ; says:
/slow motion
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
-runs away-
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
LOL
hong wei ™ ; says:
-inserts emo music-
hong wei ™ ; says:
WA
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] poopoo potota ! says:
LOLOLOL
hong wei ™ ; says:
run away seh!
hong wei ™ ; says:
never give face!
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two dollar two dollar !

retard i need you ):

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//Sunday, January 06, 2008//10:44 AM

Having read my previous few posts, I realised I may have gone abit kuku in the head. Emotional distress ? Dont know, dont bother.
Somehow this lazy-lazy-feeling sticks on to me for the past few days, I just feel like lying on the bed and sleep until I die.
-SNAPS- time to wake up ! Open house on Friday, Saturday outing, Primary school chalet yet to be settled. Come on Ann needs more energy to cope.

This blog is seriously lacking pictures ohmytian.

updated:
I acknowledged my daddy today !

-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] i just won. says:
i change com brb
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com] twice in the heart, Stab, Slash. Enough. says:
pa wo hui lai le !
hong wei ™ ; says:
nu errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com] twice in the heart, Stab, Slash. Enough. says:
HAHHAHAHA
hong wei ™ ; says:
wo hao xiang ni worrrrrrrrrr
hong wei ™ ; says:
-runs to hug-
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com] twice in the heart, Stab, Slash. Enough. says:
wo ye shi nehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hong wei ™ ; says:
/dramatic
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com] twice in the heart, Stab, Slash. Enough. says:
=.=
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com] twice in the heart, Stab, Slash. Enough. says:
/slow motion
-ann [annnnnnn.blogspot.com] twice in the heart, Stab, Slash. Enough. says:
/backgroud - beach, sunset
hong wei ™ ; says:
-inserts emo music-

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//Friday, January 04, 2008//11:20 PM

I just quitted a mass-conv, PPF pooling again.
For some reasons, I don't know what, I said I've got no mood to go. When actually I don't know whats the real reason behind it.
I think I'm tired, really tired. Be it mentally or physically.
I'm quitting the game of love, its not my cup of tea. Once bitten twice shy I must say, I don't wanna experience that horrible feeling again.
I guess thats what makes me 'no mood', no ?

Ah damn I need a long long break. Reading back SMSes in my phone cheers me up, I know I have friends I can count on. (:
And 8 more mins to bedtime ! One side of me wants to fall onto the bed and have a good good sleep, the other side wants to stay online and chat with my friends till late late at night. But ohwell, CAGECLUB.

I know I'm boring this blog out when i type into this white white box. I'm sorry cos life is getting more dull for me. ):

OIE SNAP OUT OF THIS EMO SHIT. lets have something to spark the day !

-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
2 time right
hong wei ™ ; says:
YES
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
WRONG !
hong wei ™ ; says:
WHYZ? D;
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
cos
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
its 2 TIMES
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
HAHHAHAHAHAHAAH
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
GOT S LEH
hong wei ™ ; says:
ZOMG
hong wei ™ ; says:
MY ENGLISH SO BAD
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hong wei ™ ; says:
dictionary > teacher
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
SO RUDE
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
WAH
hong wei ™ ; says:
hmph
hong wei ™ ; says:
-looks away-
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
-TENDERS RESIGNATION LETTER-
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
To: Principal
I ish willy cann0rt tahan your student larhhsx !
hong wei ™ ; says:
LOLOLOLOLOL
hong wei ™ ; says:
principle : ok, you can leave. i can't stand your english too
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
teacher: oie, si ahpek, you think your hair white i scared ah ?
hong wei ™ ; says:
principle: oie, you blind is it, all black hair la, mai siao siao, i check you into hougang chalet
-ann [ annnnnnn.blogspot.com ] ticktock says:
teacher: nono i dunnch wann tuu be your neiighbour lehhsx ):
hong wei ™ ; says:
principle: you already are if you're talking to me abt resignation letter x)
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i still owe him $2. =.=

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//Thursday, January 03, 2008//10:34 PM

I read one of my friend's blog. I got sadded. For some reasons. He's not a close friend of mine, neither do we talk much. But somehow, I feel it for him. Maybe its because his situation is so similiar to mine.
I realised this, I'm not the only who's bumped into bad things. There are so many others, having it worse than me.
Plus, what Shifu said makes sense. I don't know him well enough. I guess I'm only trying again to give up. Like my friend. He feels happy for her, and their relationship is a strong one I believe. If he can pluck up that courage to wish the best for her, I don't see why I shouldn't.
Oh and I'm not gonna disclose who he is, cos i dont know him well. But his post gives me an urgent feeling to ask him to cheerup. (:

Oh and, no more emo days.
Retard, thanks.

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//Wednesday, January 02, 2008//4:22 PM

I realised that I like calling people names. No I don't mean names as in 'AHAHAH you're a fool you're stupid'.
I mean, Retard, Shifu, Tiger, Monkey, Chicken Scammer( I almost forgot about you ! Sorry!) All those.
I dont know why but i tend to give one a name I find easy to call. Why do i give them names ? I dont know, but if i ever give you a name like that, it means you're special to me in a certain way. (:

Yes the ~~four~~ FIVE above, they mean something to me, each is special in their own way. I can trust them with things I never told anyone before. I may only know Monkey and Tiger for less one one month or two, but as long as I can trust them, I don't see why I shouldn't.

Chicken scammer ! So xialan so dao. Lol. Okay but straight as he might be, he makes sense in his advices. I tried them, though it did not work out fine at all, :X still, he's one I'll disturb if I see him online. Plus he's the only one who's willing to chiong last-minute Chemistry lesson at Macs. TT Me ish so the touched can.

Shifu is of course, super important because he's always there whenever I'm down for the past two years or three years ? He's the only one who can tahan all the spams and nudges for like 2 years okay. Plus lesson time SMSes won't be fun without Shifu. I should give him an award for tahan-ing Ann for 2 years. Not many can do that.

Retard, the one who'll always always listen to whatever I pour out to him. No matter how silly/dumb or lame or stupid the problem is, he'll listen. Times when he emo-ed, I seriously wanna smack him and wake him up. Lol.
Still, if there's no Retard, I guess I'd break down long long ago.

Having friends to trust is great. At least you don't find yourself helpless when you're down.
Of course you expect them to share their troubles with you too, you help out, you feel good.

I don't know why I'm posting this today. I just feel like that.
And, I think they don't mind me calling them names, do they ? (:

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//Tuesday, January 01, 2008//4:28 PM

I spent the new year's day just like how i spent christmas. free pool again.
i played Audition at Macs today for the first timeeeee ! :D

oh and, i wont be replying ANYONE's smses for the next 20 days or so.
tiger i saw your blog. i can only ask you not to worry too much. thanks. (:

i dont find this fun at all. it hurts.
when i thought no more of stupid emotions stirring up in me, they came again.
i fucking hate this. stop it.

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updated:

im feeling alot better after a good cry. it helps alot.
and of course, tiger's blog was encouraging. whether that person referred to is me or not, i really do appreciate it.
i know how it feels when a friend is down and you cant do anything to help, I've been through this, and I know exactly how it feels. i agree with the 'glass-wall' theory. people who dont understand what I'm talking, i meant this, about today's post.
It makes you feel, uber useless. I know, and for that, I decided not to let stupid things get over me. Thanks tiger. really.

and monkey ! sorry for making you worry today. ):
i didnt mean it.

ohwell, everything's over. and I'm here, as per normal. Hopefully today doesnt repeat again !
I dont want any emo day anymore !

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